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Thursday, September 06, 2007
Wheels!
Im bck yea? My place seems bored~ -.-“ With lil updates.. Yawnn.. Well.. Life was pretty busy!!
Firstly , I would like to rant sth abt past! Well.. Hope u guys wont feels bored… (PS: ITS A LONG POST!!!)
2 yrs ago.. I met him in ITE.. First impression was… “ Wahs tis guy so yandao arh… Aiya! Surely wont like me de larhz..“ Came to knw he is Cassandra classmate cousin! Okays to b simple.. They are linked k ! Therefore I tried to find him in friendster… =) Manage to find him aft 2wks or so.. He logged in ! He suggested we meet.. So….We meet up!! I remember clearly we met at Paya Lebar MRT Station! He was having his retail attachement!! Tings seems like a drm come true.. We got together 2 days aft long phone conversation n sms-es! I felt like a ugly duckling wif a prince.. We went to Sumo-House for dinner located at Bedok!! He was so swit at first tat he will send me hme without fail frm his hse.. Aft class.. I will straight head to his hse if it’s his off day~ B it taking a nap there or jus a dinner! I feel so blessed!! Really blessed!! Tings change! I begin not to understand him.. He’s a flirt which I duno at first!! Haiiz.. 3mths aft.. We became rocky.. Real rocky!! Aft a yr odds.. We broke up ! In btw we aso brk up becoz of 3rd parties coming into the picture of our wonderful story~ I knw its hard for me to let him b faithful as tis was him few yrs ago! Many ppl say! See tel u gd looks guy don last u don believe! I didn’t regret at all! Aft all it was parts n pieces of life which we shld give learn n take! =) Sept 2006 (b4 his bdae ) ~ We finally had a big broke up! I prepared a puzzle of mine pic n his pic for him.. N another puzzle he got for me on our 1 yr anniversary.. With the help of Meifang n her bf.. We completed it.. In the end we stil decided to leave each another for gd! ~ We didn’t kip in touch for 10mths! I didn’t eat aniting for a mth!! Imagine! 1MTh!! I see food I wanna puke!! 25juNEo7.. He came bck for me! I was so shocked.. When I received his sms was “ Hi How are u Jason here” I was like -.-“ Which Jason? In fact I guess 90% was him! =/ Sms-ed awhile.. Few days later he ask mi to give him a call!! Im afraid.. Cos I knw we will quarrel like last time.. Scream over the phone n hang! Those who knw me well really knw wat actually happen which I dun wish to elaborate much! Tis is the relationship im holding on to for the past 10mths! Not to deny.. Im waiting for his return n he did.. =) It was my 19th bdae wishes when my colleague celebrated for me.. Drms come true.. =) 26Augo7.. Everything end peacefully.. I tink b4 he wanna end wif mi .. 2 wks ago he alrdy hinting me.. Treating me coldly.. As expected.. I alrdy buy him a prezie.. Which I tink he wil like it .. N I jus wanna b bside him on his bdae! Its my small lil wish! I don tink he wanna see mi now.. Neither do I hafta pass him the prezie.. Its not cheap though! Shld not say much! It’s the thoughts tat counts! He claim tat he stil likes me.. Mayb becos of the duration we’re together! 2yrs 2mth! We knw each another~ =) I feel blessed wif him ard! =) Realli blessed n happy.. Yes! We quarrels over stupid tings like he likes playing mahjong! We had a great tiff.. I cried.. I remember it was 19aUg! Ard his hse! I ran out of the hse crying deeply! I went his hse tke my belongings n leave! His mother asked “ Wher’s Jason? “ I replied.. I duno! I left his hse crying! His mum saw! U both quarrel? I replied.. “Hm” He called mi ask mi wher m I .. Aft a long struggling! I realized tings changed! Haiis! We seat down n tok! He send me to bus stop!I cried in bus! Tinking of the beautiful memories.. I sms him said I wanna end every thing! Asking if he stil wanna continue! I knw aft the big quarrel! Its ended! Haiis! He didn’t cal or sms mi tat often! Mayb per week mit up only once! Claiming he’s tired always! Haiis..
Being together in the 2mths, I didn’t regret! I tel myself I tried le.. Stil cant wrk out~ He suggested a brk up! Since he knw I went The Clinic wif my gal fren n go circular there for “Shisha”… He didn’t contact mi ever since then… I tried to rch him thru sms-es he didn’t reply! I knw tats the end~ No matter wat happens! I dun wish to wait le!! Waiting is to0 tiring! 2yrs 2 mths! Tks for the small act u did like cooking for me! Those hugs n kisses u gave was a lifetime memories which I will alwys keep! Gd luck in ur future endeaovours n Sillyboy no more! Im sad! But I will b strong! Somehow.. I cant forgive myself~ =x Mayb going bck is a wrong wrong wrong!

*the first pic we took on 25junEo7

*Since then we were so swit

*Happiness is in the air

*No wrds to describe!

*Cheers!
29junEo5 was when the story started!!
Sept o6 was everything tat ended!!
Story revival round was on
26junEo7 - 26aUgo7~
Everything jus ended~ I knw u love mi no more!~ I will move on! =x Tks for wasting ur precious time on a rs tat wont bloom! Silly boy.. Tks for everything if u happen to read my blog! =) Tkc!!
Precious Moments =D ;
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Sweet 21st =D ..
LiFe iS SiMpLe .. ;P
FaTe iS wHaT i aLwYs bELiVe .. nO dOubts !~.. =D
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